I've been very depressed for 15 years.
I am very unstable .
I'm looking to get a tattoo when I see it gives me hope.
I'm in therapy and have a little hope that I never had before.
I just want something to go on ,
You can get the Methuselah tree is the oldest tree on earth , has survived earthquakes , climate, some terrible fires , all kinds of crazy things , but remained alive and strong . I do not know the reason for your depression , but you can think that , like Methuselah , who has survived all kinds of things and you stand here alive and strong and (hopefully ) full of hope.
A tent will become a dragon. Find the story online . It is an old Japanese tale , where koi fish swimming upstream to reach their goals finally overcoming their obstacles in life . In the upper stream side becomes a success showing dragon